How did I able to Control my life?
When I was in the seminary, I was always pleasing everybody. In short, I was not the one controlling my life. It was the people around me that control my life. When I was already postulant, I read a book of Andrew Matthews about Being Happy. There I was convinced that in order for me to be really happy, the first thing I should do is to take control with my life. I finished reading the book for just three days because it was amazing and inspiring. Up to now when i'm depressed, I read that book again to cheer myself and uplift my morale.
